What do the speaker's descriptions of his "wild disorder'd gestures" and "lovelorn looks" to convey in sonnet 28 by petrarch?

a) he is extremely happy with his beloved
b) he wants people to hear about his love
c) he is in anguish over love
d) he is defiant in his refusal to love

Atahualpaemperor of the inca empire who rose to the throne after winning a civil war between him and his brother.  -he refused to become a spanish vassal or christian.-francisco pizarro kidnapped him and demanded a huge ransom.  -pizarro's secretary described him as "a man of thirty years, good-looking and poised, somewhat stout, with a wide, handsome, and ferocious face, and the eyes flaming with blood."-after the ransom was paid, atahualpa was killed by pizarro

In my opinión this is the first person