Sick to my stomach Don't do pills but offa blunt I'm buggin
I see you steady typin
Don't know what your mind's deciding
Man I need you to come home
Past couples days been so alone
I can't do this I don't know
You know no matter what I still won't let you go

stop, just stop

if you stopped thinking about it and stop trying to save someone who doesn't wanna be saved you wouldn't feel anything at all, you were right to walk out, it's fine I'm not mad about it, everything that is happening now is my fault and I deserve all of it, stop starting with Alex he's holding me down until I'm gone because I asked, as if you haven't seen me wither away enough, as if all of this with me wasn't enough for you to leave it was it is stay gone I don't want to go home let's face it when have I ever had a "home" I'm you're brother's ex girIfriend, and he's in love with dam corpse, tell em to get over it... stop getting all mad at Jared, I asked he gave that's how that dealer and supplier relationship works... stop bringing him up he's gone because of me... I'm the reason he's not here anymore so dejame yo no quiero pido ok... leave ma alone she's got enough going on (I love you ma) stop stressing her out with what and how I'm doing... it's over I'm done

thank you for staying by my side when all I had was them, you three were all I ever needed and I love you all more than you will ever know... I can't see you I know you'll change my mind, but this is what I want... I'm out as soon as I write this, I'll leave the phone with Alex