If you need to vent about anything:

aw this is pretty sweet, well 2020 has been especially tough on me I lost an aunt and an uncle to Corona about a month ago and it's really hard to process that I won't be able to see them again. I lost my bestfriend/pet and his name was Onix he was a pug and he was such a happy little baby I lost him in September and it's really just breaking me. I don't feel really happy right now and I really just dont want to believe this has become my life because then it would mean I really wont get any of them back. I havent talked to my bestfriend since 5th grade for months because we've become so distant with each other and has other people. Just overall it's been hard.