I need help Over the years I have gained a hatred for people, and it’s gotten to the point where I have had mental breakdowns

Even at the age of 10 I stormed to my room crying.
Or the time I stabbed my build a bear with some scissors✂️

I just want to hurt people at this point I just need help

1.)dr. natterson- horowitz came to realize that their isn't much of a difference between animals and humans. just like humans, animals can suffer from illnesses and diseases like breast cancer, self injury, anxiety, and many more. she also discovered how they even treated and performed surgical procedures on animals just as if the animal it self were human. the los angeles zoo called dr. natterson- horowitz because they knew that she was a doctor and that  she would be able to recognize what was wrong with the gorilla. they knew that humans and gorillas were similar, so instead of calling another veterinarian, they called a doctor.