I want to know the meaning of life and reality? Please I’ve been struggling to understand. I truly don’t love this world too much. I’ve removed kittens from the road after some horrible truck drivers came along. I’ve foster kittens for months then returned them to the shelter just for them to die of unknown causes in the night. When I was a kid my dad tried to control me but I beat him and put him in prison for life. I should be happy with this life and this world but what am I supposed to do I want to build some kinda magnetic field on all sides of the roads to protect animals and animal life but I see how that would inconvenience the humans. That’s it humans. They are horrid creatures. They just wanna make themselves comfortable no matter the cost. I’m rambling never this I just want to know the meaning of life.