Please do not report If you have suicidal thoughts just read this before you go. I have been struggling with depression for so many years and every night I just wanted to die that's all I would think about before I cried myself to sleep. But imagine all the things you couldn't do if you were gone and the amazing feeling of a life experience. Even if it's a small feeling like walking into a cool room on a hot day. Even if it's that it's still a good feeling. When holding every feeling you feel in it leads to disastrous things. Last night I finally opened up to my mom. It felt nice to just cry as loud as I wanted. I'm finally starting to feel like I matter. So please just don't give up. I love you and ya'll are beautiful. :)