"Hey, what's up?" Is all I can get out
She knows that there's something wrong
"I'm depressed as fu. ck"
Is what I would say
If I knew she'd still feel the same
So I don't say much
'Cause' I'm scared of the judgment
I know she won't even give
But I've had enough
I've had enough
I hesitate to be honest
Rather tell you I'm fine and
I've never been better
There's nothing a matter
When really I'm breaking
And I'm scared to admit
I guess I'd rather be sad
Than open up and work through it
We can't put to words
What we're feeling
So we pretend
Like it's some perfect world
Where everything's okay
We're all doing just great
"Hey, what's new?"
My parents will ask
But I barely can give a reply
"I'm praying for you"
I'll tell them the same
When we both know that that's a lie
The truth comes through
I'm hanging on by a thread
And it's only a matter of time
It's sad but true
There's nothing new
I hesitate to be honest
Rather tell you I'm fine and
I've never been better
There's nothing a matter
When really I'm breaking
And I'm scared to admit
I guess I'd rather be sad
Than open up and work through it
We can't put to words
What we're feeling
So we pretend
Like it's some perfect world
Where everything's okay
We're all doing just great
In all the conversations
Never changing
It's all routine
They stay the same
And I know that I'm the one to blame
But I won't change
Hey, what's up?
We can't put to words
What we're feeling
So we pretend
Like it's some perfect world
Where everything's okay
We're all doing just great
In all the conversations
Never changing
It's all routine
They stay the same
And I know that I'm the one to blame
But I won't change