I been holding alot of feelings for awhile now so its kinda hard to really let anyone know bcs im scared of hurting them i end up saying the wrong sh. it at the wrong time *she would tear up* i been fighting my own emotions alone bcs i dont want anyone to help me because im scared of losing them*wipes my tears as they dripped from chin* i shut people out because i dont want anyone to see the true colors of me... i push my needs to the side bcs i tell myself there is no one to help u...

I bet the real you is ok and if you never show that, you will never have real friends because they think of you as something your not. You should try to find people other than the internet that are similar to your true self, and if you hurt them, there ia always a way to fix it.

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a genogram (also known as a mcgoldrick-gerson study, a lapidus schematic or a family diagram) is a pictorial display of a person's family relationships and medical history. it goes beyond a traditional family tree by allowing the user to visualize hereditary patterns and psychological factors that punctuate relationships.