If I had a nickle for the stuff I have been through only for one month Id be a millionaire imagine my whole life went down the drain in a matter a seconds, I told myself today was gonna be a good day but I tell myself that all the time I should just stop im lying to myself and it needs to stop I have been yelled at called gay ( I am but he or she said it in a offensive way) and Ive been called a simp, is it me or is life no getting any better, no matter who I talk to my life doesn't seem to get better, Ive worked hard got good grades cried wayy to many times, like endless night of my just sitting there crying, Its like the universe is against me and im all by myself, i tried making myself look all fine but it doesnt work anymore it seems like every time a person talks to me in a way that seems against me i break down one peice by another, its been like this for my whole life is it me or am I the one whos been causing all these problems for myself