a beautiful and caring and loving person once told this to me misaela u not being able to kill you self means that means that something in ur head want u to stay alive. it means ur life is worth living. yeah u and i both know thoughts can be dangerous but ur thoughts saved you, you have a purpose, you may not know it yet but you do. YOUR SKIN IS NOT PAPER SO DONT CUT IT. your face is not a mask so dont cover it. your body is not a book so dont judge it. YOU LIFE IS NOT A FILM SO DONT END IT. your life is worth living and you are worth living it. i love you and i wish i could have done things different i should have known what u were going through. i should have asked u if ur okay. i wish i couls be there for you like u were there for me. and im gonna regret not doing that for the rest of my life so tanner if ur reading this just know that i love u with all of my heart and if ur gone ill be with u soon- love ur little burrito