Analyze part of this song and determine what message they are trying to tell to you.

I've developed a taste for this
Endure the neverending ache
Convince myself I'm in control and it's not
All that voice that makes me sick

Inside it's empty
I know- I know it's wrong
I'm looking but I can't see myself

Inside it's empty
I know- I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone

Been getting even worse
All the days begin to merge
Just a blurry haze and now it's
Almost second nature to ignore the urges

Can't trust my own nature
Every calorie a failure
Gotta push the intake down every day
'Cause the voice comes back to say

You want to eat? Bite your tongue

Don't want to stay an embarrassment
Just have to stomach it

They don't know what you want
A tug of war against common sense
Don't wanna believe that I've overstepped

But it's so overwhelming
And I hope no-one can tell
'Cause the numbers keep decreasing
This ordeal is becoming routine, check

Arms back neck thighs suck it in and pinch my sides
The scales are betraying me, the mirror is a lie, yeah

Numbers, It all comes down to numbers
I know it's wrong but
Just because you know you're colorblind
Doesn't mean you can see the colors

Fine, I admit I'm addicted
But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this
I know I could die, I've seen the statistics
But the voice is with me through thick and thin