How could the internal conflict in this excerpt best be summarized? coward vs. avenger captain vs. barber weakness vs. strength pain vs. suffering

to me i think class room sitting education is better. i do online school and i have not learned a think haha. when i sit in the classroom i just sit there and kind of pay attention but still i get so far ahead in the class when im doing online i have nothing else better to do but play video games and i sit in school and learn and have friends and just actually learn. when i'm doing online i sit here listing to music and get on and and look up the answers i guess that is my fault for being a cheater. but to be honest i think sitting in the classroom is better.

so you want me to do this crossword i’m good with crossword puzzles just don’t got the time yo, maybe later this week