Okay this can be hard at times or even sad in the poem. Because it was to the two girls that turnt there backs on me, but they were like my sisters growing up sorry it is long. Tell me what I can fix or if it is just fine and how you maybe related (I am fine with a whole story because sometimes I feel alone about this. NEED A NAME THOUGH!! I miss callin you guys my best friends,
Even if we are not close friends,
We were still somethin before,
I don’t know if you known but I used to love knocking at your doors,
I don’t even know if you noticed,
But I still got your back even if I feel I’m gonna crack,
I still don’t know what I did,
But you guys make it seem big
So I am sorry for the stuff that I did,
I some point I felt like crying,
Then I noticed you guys were in my life for a reason,
And I feel it wasn’t just to tear me down,
When I see you guys it starts to make me frown,
I know now both of you will never be around,
Because I knocked are relationships down,
Now when I see you in town,
I feel I have to say bye instead of hey,
And that suppose to make me feel great,
But nah you just wanna sit and hate,
Hate on the past that tears us from today,
I will try anything to be with you again,
But you do as you may,
But if you wanna try I am still here by you sides,
Because I miss laughing with yall,
But how come when you see me around,
You look at me and look down,
Like I’m so clown,
I feel I gonna have a breakdown
But you guys are the ones who wear dresses and crowns,
Did you feel you had to cut me down,
Because I could never calm down,
But guess what I still miss having both of you around,
Even if you were never down,
I’m always the one that drowns,
But I still miss everything about y’all,
Even if it is laugh a childish stuff,
I miss having them conversation,
And seeing your notifications,
Even just talkin to you when your around,
But I knew that you had a count down,
You had a count down for those days you let me drown,
But guess what not with plan water but my own tears,
You really must hear bad with those ears,
Because I’m the only fixing this up,
Now don’t forget I am still here, picking up the pieces through the years,
I tried to fight it, but I’m the only one throwing the punch’s,
I’m the only one dodging the bullets,
I’m the only one who is taking the hits,
But I am making the lists of all we need to fix,
Fixing everything up,
Just so you could drown me again,
What if everything could switch,
I would take my pitch,
And you would be crawling to me,
But ain’t nothing gonna switch because life won’t glitch.