Repost so people see it lol give me a a rating and what you think of it Title: Im "okay"

I tell myself im okay
I tell myself it will go away
My misery's will disappear, just like I wish to be

My mind racing with the pain's of others
Being knocked down like a nest from a tree
Going away, slowly being ripped apart by everyone else pain's
My pain's are here, because I worry and and care so much
That I always feel like im in a rush
To help my friends when they need

I cry myself to sleep
Day after day to hopefully wash my pain away
I sit in the dark, and sob with the music
I want to pray, to be happy again
But how do I when I feel as if god's...fake?

I tell myself im okay
I tell myself it will go away
My misery's will disappear, just like I wish to be

I don't wish to die
But how do I...
Go away...?