so I'm just supposed to keep holding on, meanwhile you moving on... telling me "I guess I'm free to go" like what the heII is that supposed to mean... I know my blood stream steady anything but clean... lately my best friends have been molly, percs, and lean... but thinking of him give me that fuel I need, fire and gasoline... aint no loving like mine swear dat sh. it so divine, in my mind only thought that matters swear my baby he so fine... I say I'd never do it never mean to cross the line... it's just them feelings takin over say I'm fine but I be lyin... I love so much no matter what so to change- baby I'm trying, deep in love, not an illusion, es amor ain't no denying... just me being real... trying to explain just how I feel...