If we were in the movies, he'd be that boy. The perfect smile that warms your heart like the morning sun, that smile that makes your heart palpitations irregular and all you feel are butterflies in your stomach, weak in the knees... That's what I feel every time I talk to him, the perfect boy I love so much... He is my light in the darkest of days and right now the only thing keeping me sane, as the world twists and turns at my feet, he holds on tighter... although sometimes I wonder if I should let go and spare him from me... just a thought...