I keep alot to myself because its difficult to find other people who understand but sometimes the worst place you can be is my own head I hide behind fake feelings just to make others happy people will tell me that life goes on but for me thats the saddest part I think im afraid of being happy because whenever i get to happy something bad always happens I lost myself trying to please everyone now im losing everyone else trying to find myself'

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Explanation:

sometimes you always have keep things to yourself,you just think that no one would ever understand your pain making you a closed person and you dont like getting near anyone, you fear being alone, happy,just doing anything that makes you end up in pain, you can always talk to me tho, ive been in this hole before and i understand,just know that you are loved<3

for example: in, he, a,from

the word that best matches the meaning of the expression "went to the big ocean" is died.

the goldfish died, which is why the father looks at the children mournfully. the "big ocean" is the father's way of saying fish heaven. he could have just said that the goldfish died, but this way, the children imagine the fish in a bigger, better place instead of just picturing a dead fish.

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