well um idk what to say but my soul is numb from the pain and loss of the people i care for the most and one after another they keep falling a child can only take so much i knw im 14 but im still a little kid who never grew up insde and i hope that one day other people will understand what is like to feel this way why we shut every one out cuase of our faer that we might lose them to why we dress in dark clothes to show how we feel what it means to be alone heart broken lost one