Part of my mind

people say that i’m crazy, i say yeah maybe but inside i’m like whatever yo, being broke isn’t a show i’m about to let you know why this ain’t a joke i bet you are one of those folk, don’t lie i know this is a part of life, it cuts like a knife it hurts to know that even when i try not to, i can’t even choose not even boos can , if you seen me you can tell time is a valuable thing, don’t let get to you b/c it goes right out the window, i know i took the flow like i said it ain’t a joke, it puts you in a bind or is it just in my mind it drives me insane, i feel like it is a game that i can’t beat, i’m always stuck in shame there isn’t nobody to blame, for all these chains it messes with my brain, its contained the pain, it doesn’t change it stays the same my life has turns and curves, that i don’t deserve god, why do you sends me through this, i don’t need this its getting the best of me, both side of me what is this tease, well here is the beast i’m gonna let him eat, all of the defeat here i bought you a front row seat no, you don’t want to see the show get over it your here bro, its time i’m going to let him shine, its that time its like a bombshell, i told you i would tell what you thought i was fine naw, that’s my mind !