G'mornin'! I know it's kinda early for this, but, I want to say to stop putting yourself down and love who you are. Maybe not everyone will agree with who you are as a person, but they haven't got to know you nor do they know your true (probably hidden) self. You do matter. You are worth it. You are loved. You are amazing in ways that cannot be described. Keep your head up, even when it feels like the universe is on your shoulders, keep your head up and looking forward to that better future. People care about what you're feeling, you just gotta let them in and let them know. :)