This ia something I wrote straight from heart. It might not make scence and it might be all over the place but here it goes anyway. Also trigger warning mentions of suicidal thoughts I'm tired. I'm tired of being anxious, and depressed and someone who is not me. I'm tired of putting on a mask , a fake smile and saying "I'm fine". I'm not "fine", I'm falling apart. I cant tell the real me from the fake me. I'm tired of going out of my way to talk to people and be there for them when they need me, But no one returns the favor. I put all my energy into caring about others but no one cares about me. I'm tired of the bulling. I'm tired of the suicidal thoughts. I'm tired of feeling like I'm wortheless and that I cant do anything right. I'm tired of thinking that things would be better off without me. But maybe they would.