This song is about how i feel becuse my mom treats my feelings like they are a plaything you can break but you think you can fix, also it is for a song writing club so pleas tell me what i need to change

I have no friends but that’s okay
I don’t need them anyway
I do my best all on my own
And I’d just rather be alone
yea it may seem sad but
i do not need your pitiful tears
i just need you to leave me behind so i
find my self and see why you act like care about me
all i see are the tears hiding how you realy feel about me
and how you see me i want you to care about me
and what i see in your heart is different than the lies in your head
Why do you only see me as a play thing that you can throw around than say any thing to make it better for me and you see the way i tell you like a actor in a show i fake my happiness around you when i leave i am truly happy but you make my life feel like it is nothing compared to yours and i can see that you hate me but i do not care anything you say i have heard 10 times worse from myself