Can i get some feedback on this song i wrote?

i don't know where to start
i know things like this should come from the heart
now, i don't want to be lying
just trust that i'm trying

trying to hide mutual affection
because i'm so used to rejection
the kind that make you feel like a defect
i don't know why, i guess i think you're different

not really like an addiction
after you hear this
maybe you'll pretend it's fiction
that's not really what i intended
pretend it just didn't happen

trying to hide mutual affection
because i'm so used to rejection
the kind that make you feel like a defect
i don't know why, i guess i think you're different

i think i just enjoy your presence
but there's more about it, too
maybe it's the way you present it
i've been trying to find reason to talk to you

trying to hide mutual affection
because i'm so used to rejection
the kind that make you feel like a defect
i don't know why, i guess i think you're different

this is how i feel
this is real
to me
guess you know now
it's fine,
if you decline
cause i can just keep my head down