I know you think I got it all figured out Cause I walk around like my head's in the clouds But I'm just a boy with his heart pouring out of his head I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen And all of the times I spent being not me I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head Cause I don't know The perfect road to go down But I know I'm trying my best I'm trying my best to be okay I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard And I'm holding my breath I'm holding my breath 'til I can say All of the words I wanna say from my heart